Women's clothes?

[MTL]

In the old days, it was called "Religious Melancholia"
and it was primarily ascribed to fanatical Christians.

Now:

https://www.google.ca/#q=religious+obses...al+illness

It's hard to separate my illness from devotion...I know I have to balance my life with other stuff. I tried going back to university this semester but I had psychosis and  couldn't really do it.

Then separating the two should be your first priority, IMO.

I have known Christians and Catholics with that affliction who destroyed their families and their lives with their fanatical devotion,
screeching judgments and singing Hail Marys to the last breath.