I read your above post and you have a lot you will miss about her, those are the memories to hold onto, those are the real times the unforgettable ones that will bring happiness to your life after she is gone. Hold tightly to those jewels they will get you through the difficult days ahead. Those are the memories that defined the good parts and the ones that will sustain you in the future. As everyone has been saying cherish this time make it count it is the time you will remember most often.
Continue to grow closer it will make you closer after she is gone and remember you still have a future she desires you to live. I'm sorry you are having to go through this but, we are never guaranteed how our lives will go and I'm sorry that the end for her is going to be harder than any of us want. Since I feel you would not appreciate Christian statements I want offer them. If you have questions you can PM me and I will respond.
Hoping the best that can be for the both of you.
GC
Continue to grow closer it will make you closer after she is gone and remember you still have a future she desires you to live. I'm sorry you are having to go through this but, we are never guaranteed how our lives will go and I'm sorry that the end for her is going to be harder than any of us want. Since I feel you would not appreciate Christian statements I want offer them. If you have questions you can PM me and I will respond.
Hoping the best that can be for the both of you.
GC
God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.