I've been away for several days and just found out, I'm very sorry you are going through this, life can be so cruel and we are never prepared for it's cruelty. Keep in mind time will help ease your pain, stay strong to honor her memory.
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God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.