I had open-heart surgery in 2001 and was deeply anaesthetized. Nine hours passed, but to me it was seconds. In some sense 'I' was suppressed for that time. That gave me a better grasp of what it's like to be dead. It's like nothing at all. Never another thought, just off like a light bulb unscrewed and dropped on pavement, no coming back on. I still have a normal fear of dying, but am utterly unafraid of being dead. I won't be around for that part.
I'm not anti-Christian. I'm anti-stupid.