Processing our mortality

[*Deidre*]

This is an interesting thread, I think it was one of the main reasons, I never felt emotionally comfortable as an atheist. I believe in God (again) but even with belief, the idea of death and the how/when/why still causes me some angst. My ideas of who or what a god may be, doesn't take away the fear I have of death. When my grandmother died a few years ago, I was an atheist then and that's when I started struggling with it all. I think where I'm at with it now is, will we still feel something after we die? Like pain etc or will it just feel like the deepest sleep one can have? I think my struggle is in processing that we will likely not feel anything at all.