This feels like a good time to relate a little of my life story to you FA.
When I went to college it was because I wanted to be the first in my immediate family to do so.
So I picked psychology because how the human brain works fascinates me. Now some areas I did very well like 'interpersonal communication' but in others like ' Statistics' I was terrible. I knew right then I had hit my limit and I was ok with that, It Didn't hurt to try.
The point here is if I had wasted time pursuing it I may never have found the job I do now, Which I really enjoy. I'm not telling you to give up but instead, maybe refocus your drive elsewhere so you can flourish.
When I went to college it was because I wanted to be the first in my immediate family to do so.
So I picked psychology because how the human brain works fascinates me. Now some areas I did very well like 'interpersonal communication' but in others like ' Statistics' I was terrible. I knew right then I had hit my limit and I was ok with that, It Didn't hurt to try.
The point here is if I had wasted time pursuing it I may never have found the job I do now, Which I really enjoy. I'm not telling you to give up but instead, maybe refocus your drive elsewhere so you can flourish.
"For the only way to eternal glory is a life lived in service of our Lord, FSM; Verily it is FSM who is the perfect being the name higher than all names, king of all kings and will bestow upon us all, one day, The great reclaiming" -The Prophet Boiardi-
Conservative trigger warning.