[Serious] Ex-muslim and the truth about islam

[A. Secular Human]

Hello everyone! 

I am an ex muslim who has seen and went though hell which really changed my views on islam and religion in general.

Now I luckily spawned in one of the most stable countries in the middle east (unironically) not a khaleeji country, its one of the levant countries and I am very lucky for that to happen. There is lots of liberals/more open minded people which is good. Now either way onto my story:

Growing up I was forced to read, recite and memorize the entire quran. (I never did and always caused problems with my father). I never took any of it seriously and kind of been atheist before I even knew what atheism was. But I always tried to reason with my self and said I am going to hell if I continue this way I guess it never worked. 

Now what really made me rethink this entire religion is seeing this sexually deprived, creepy, perverted society around me. Now think about it, Most schools are seregated due to islam obviously (only boys schools, only girls schools). Which obviously you guessed it creates a sexually deprived society. Men are literally the horniest ever since they barely see any girls in other than their mom and sister maybe. And you even notice how fucked up it is on the daily basis, lots of times women are minding their own business and men start cat calling them or for example honking for them if they are driving etc. Which makes girls very very uncomfrtable. And guess whats the root of this issue? Islam. It has even reached to a governmental level, Its so bad that if your a woman doing a driver's test and committ like 5 mistakes, you will pass since your just a slightly attractive woman. And there is many more examples and its a very well knwon thing in this country. And it fucking pisses me off, this fictional shitty meth (  ) from like a thousand plus years has really shaped our society and how it functions.

Now another thing is forcing the daughters to wear hijab. I have seen it my uncle has verbally and physically abused my cousin because shes doesnt want to wear a hijab. This girl almost killed herself from it. And I know many more examples of girls being beat up and not allowed to leave the house FOR MONTHS because they refuse to wear a fucking cloth on their head. 

So from seeing all this, when I grew up a little (around 14/15) I started really making my mind up. It was a slow process and I kept thinking to myself "its the law its from allah its fine" But deep down I knew this was fucking up. So after much research and stuff after around a year and a half I made my mind up and I officially just didnt give a fuck about allah, god or whatever. I felt and still feel very good about it but I just cant wait to finish this year and fuck off and move to germany next year. 

So yeah thats my story and everything

Feel free to ask any questions or anything you want 

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