Transexuals

[TaraJo]

That's the thing, buddy: I no longer have any desire to kill myself. I wanted to die before, but back then I would have been more likely to track you down and murder you in your sleep than kill myself. Are you saying that's what you want?

Is that a threat of murder? if you try to harm me, I will not spare you from full self defence.

Nope. I'm just telling you what I was like before I transitioned. You saying you want me to 'go back' is you saying you want me to become VERY violent. Now, me, I don't want any of that; do you? It's a package deal here; you get me with calmness or you get him and violence. Can't really separate the two; I spent years trying and failed miserably.