I know it is tough, and do not read into that dissappearance of your beloved pet.
I will just cut to the chase, I was a preachers kid and dedicated christian for nearly 15 plus years starting in my teenage years up until i turned 25. I always had doubts on Gods existence (atleast the theistic one) but I ignored it for various reasons. I will not tell you that he does or does not exists, but use your logic and reason. Those two thought process will serve you more. Finally listen to your "heart" you know the answer and follow the evidence. Use your brain, and also feel free to ask questions. It is okay to doubt it is your mind and your life. Also, I know how it feels to lose beloved pets, I lost my two cats Smoky and Luna to either cars or wild animals.
I will just cut to the chase, I was a preachers kid and dedicated christian for nearly 15 plus years starting in my teenage years up until i turned 25. I always had doubts on Gods existence (atleast the theistic one) but I ignored it for various reasons. I will not tell you that he does or does not exists, but use your logic and reason. Those two thought process will serve you more. Finally listen to your "heart" you know the answer and follow the evidence. Use your brain, and also feel free to ask questions. It is okay to doubt it is your mind and your life. Also, I know how it feels to lose beloved pets, I lost my two cats Smoky and Luna to either cars or wild animals.
I would be a televangelist....but I have too much of a soul.