infinite reasons made me not to believe islam

[Darwinian]

this can take a whole thread but all i can say that god is so fair that he leaves you talk like this about his word and after all that if you repent you will be forgiven for all this
"53-Say: "O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah. for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.54-"Turn ye to our Lord (in repentance) and bow to His (Will), before the Penalty comes on you: after that ye shall not be helped."(Quran 39:53-54)

Why does he care what we think? I mean really. See if you can answer the question directly. If he is so powerful and knowledgeable why would he actually be bothered that I don't believe he exists, especially given the complete lack of evidence.

And then, after this life is over, if I still don't profess my repentance and bow down to his will and worship him I'll be sent to hell or eternal punishment. This sounds like the behaviour of a spoilt, selfish, egocentric and immature child who has been given omnipotent powers and is totally abusing them.