What are the qualifications for "getting" you? I may not be familiar with your particular brand of insanity, but I'm well-versed in the socially and mentally askew. Perhaps one form of crazy may benefit from reflections from another?
Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell