I live deep in the bible belt Louisiana, as some might know I have been a christian for 15 years of my life (counting when I actively sought it.) What comes with religion is that you have to suppress emotions and feelings, because they might be considered "sinful".
So I will come out and say it, though it is not easy but the anonymity helps. I knew I had bisexual tendencies since I hit puberty even having some bi-curious relations in the teenage experimental stage. However, being a year since my deconversion these feelings I buried deep are surfacing. Due to the lack of coping and coming to terms they are now more confusing and to be honest I really have no idea how to deal with them or the correct questions to ask. Perhaps here I can find a path or clarity.
So I will come out and say it, though it is not easy but the anonymity helps. I knew I had bisexual tendencies since I hit puberty even having some bi-curious relations in the teenage experimental stage. However, being a year since my deconversion these feelings I buried deep are surfacing. Due to the lack of coping and coming to terms they are now more confusing and to be honest I really have no idea how to deal with them or the correct questions to ask. Perhaps here I can find a path or clarity.
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I would be a televangelist....but I have too much of a soul.
