Why i'm not a Christian and why i left the faith as a child.

[dyresand]

As a child i was forced to go to church to get "saved" and well i was interested and well not to say i was like yes im a child of christ i'm feel saved. then i always had this suspicion and thought none of this made any logical sense. it only hurt what little faith i had as punishment was read the bible and i read it over and over in my spare time. then that eventuality got to me and i was like fuck it i turned apathetic i did nothing in church and i refused to pray. when your a child and you are lied to the biggest lie ever being religion and even still i knew what i was getting into i wanted to be atheist i told my parents but they were like its better to have a religion than none. so i started putting the pieces together it broke the illusion more and more to me there is no god. what faith i had then i just put it into people because well humanity you can see it and experience it. so what i'm a godless heathen in your eyes and well take a good at your god glasses and your own delusion carefully. what i learned is if god did exist he only favors such a minority amount of people and would gladly let the rest burn. and i when we got to the part about jesus dying for our sin i was like that doesn't apply to anyone as of now anymore and it doesn't even matter and i don't care. and the biggest nail in the coffin doing actual research on AOL dailup.

here is a hypothetical if someone gave you a gun and put you into a time machine when jesus is about to get nailed to the cross would you or would you not save him?