I've briefly mingled with atheism few years back but ended up going back to xitianity. I realize it was a mistake as back then I did really good, read few books and was well on my way to mental freedom. I can't afford therapy. Yes, that's how tormented I currently am. I thought I'd ask one of the atheists forum for encouragement and guidance.
I have no problem embracing atheism, except that I saw somebody I think is Christ and more than once few years back. I don't have any visions or hallucinations. He is the only one I have ever seen while awake. I never heard or seen things that were not there before this creep came along.
I just wish to move on with my life. If there is a god, he can go [blank] himself. I am just exhausted of all this garbage.
Please help me in any way you can.
Sincerely,
I have no problem embracing atheism, except that I saw somebody I think is Christ and more than once few years back. I don't have any visions or hallucinations. He is the only one I have ever seen while awake. I never heard or seen things that were not there before this creep came along.
I just wish to move on with my life. If there is a god, he can go [blank] himself. I am just exhausted of all this garbage.
Please help me in any way you can.
Sincerely,