I'm done again. I'm in the middle of a mafia game and I don't want to eff it up more for LP, so I'll do my best to play that out, but otherwise I'm done.
I cannot interact on social media, it's still too much. If I open myself up at all, then I end up having my words in someone's sig, taken out of context, or being called a crybaby. I'm thin skinned, something I'm very aware of. I have no RL outlets, and online ones are a mixed bag at best, opening up to the worst of humanity if you want to seek the best. I don't keep friends well because of my anxiety, and my anxiety cannot handle the cruelty of people right now. I'm literally unable to sleep because I feel I singled myself out. I'm soooo stupid, what was I thinking?
I'm tired of seeing the worst of people right now. It's Christmas, aren't people supposed to be nicer this time of Year? Lol. Seems the opposite is true.
I just think it's best if I cut myself off entirely. I'll answer pms until the mafia game is over, then I need to make a real effort to stop interacting with people online for a while. I'm sorry. People can be real jerks, including me.
Ps, someone please pm me the Christmas video when it is posted. I'd still like to see it.
I cannot interact on social media, it's still too much. If I open myself up at all, then I end up having my words in someone's sig, taken out of context, or being called a crybaby. I'm thin skinned, something I'm very aware of. I have no RL outlets, and online ones are a mixed bag at best, opening up to the worst of humanity if you want to seek the best. I don't keep friends well because of my anxiety, and my anxiety cannot handle the cruelty of people right now. I'm literally unable to sleep because I feel I singled myself out. I'm soooo stupid, what was I thinking?
I'm tired of seeing the worst of people right now. It's Christmas, aren't people supposed to be nicer this time of Year? Lol. Seems the opposite is true.
I just think it's best if I cut myself off entirely. I'll answer pms until the mafia game is over, then I need to make a real effort to stop interacting with people online for a while. I'm sorry. People can be real jerks, including me.
Ps, someone please pm me the Christmas video when it is posted. I'd still like to see it.
“Eternity is a terrible thought. I mean, where's it going to end?”
― Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead
― Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead