A person who needs help.....

[Orchids]

Thank you for the welcome mh.brewer .

I am not here to convert anyone if that's what you mean by maybe sarcastically saying "enlighten us".

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Not sarcasm, just wanted more of your story. However I am quite a sarcastic SOB so I can understand the confusion.

Shit, never good at first impressions.

I am sorry you read it that way. This has nothing to do with the impression you made. There is nothing wrong with sarcasm even if that's what you intended and that is not the case. so,...  all is cool...

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except that I saw somebody I think is Christ and more  than once few years back.

Since the earliest representations of the godboy in xtian art show a clean-shaven, toga-wearing, philosopher type (Doura Europus, 3'd century) and there is nothing resembling any physical description in the so-called "scriptures" why would you think someone was "jesus?"

Hi Minimalist,
thank you so much for reaching out.
In both cases. I was mentally engaged in verbal talk with him. So in other words I was summoning him. unbeknownst to me of course that something was about to take place right then and there. And I have no other reference I could blame this on. For the sky visual, I was extremely angry as at the time, my life fell apart and I blamed it on him so I was mentally machine gunning him with all the hate I could find in me. As I saw those Eyes, my jaw dropped and all I could say while looking at them is "I love you, I love you, I love you..."  because they were exquisitely beautiful. The emotional fire that was consuming me was put out in a nano second and An amazing Peace came upon me, I calmed down like a  happy toddler.

So do you think I projected that stuff out of my mind? This is an honest question. I tried to look up Doura and all I got is archeological sites. Who is he?