A person who needs help.....

[Orchids]

I want to help, but I've become unclear on what you actually want from us.

What exactly is the problem you're having? Is the problem that you've seen Jesus? I know you say you "want out" but I don't exactly know what this means. Sorry if I'm being dense and have missed something.

No you are not being dense. You are being Xtremely nice, helpful and truly caring. And I thank you for it. That's the problem with this God garbage, one cannot just snap their fingers and find themselves completely outside of it and free. It's not that simple.

NOTICE TO ALL TROLLS THAT CRAWL ALL OVER THIS THREAD:


This one is for Rob, the rocket surgeon and others who HONESTLY are willing to help, and not for you. If you are so much better and "higher" (ha, my back orifice!), then it shouldn't be hard for your small brain to look for the ignore botton, hit it and piss off. Either that or go smoke what it is that you usually smoke to get your fix because I am not it. Or am I?!?!? if this forum is in truth NOT, about COWARDILY proceeding to gang up on anybody, that does not share your Pot/vulgar porn infested perspectives.



Rob,
This is my problem:
Just when I decide this is it, the other side comes out and an itch starts where I want to grab the bible. Or the visions pop up and have me think "I want to give it another try.", I "can't quite", etc.

Or for example like what is happening here. All the stupid morons who are attacking me, and making accusations they are too much of retards to substantiate, that does not motivate me to continue on my way out but rather go back and hang on to that crap. I know I did not hallucinate. I never do that. Jesus is the Only One that Ever showed up out of the f ing thin Air!!!!! Those are the outward visions, I had inward one where I seen the silhouette of his upper body, made out of nothing but white brilliant light. There is more. Maybe I should just go back and write that book. I know the Christian community would absolutely love it. One time I was talking to Him while praying in front of the blessed Sacrament, and guess what the f happened. I swear to the Almighty I am not lying. something started to move as if there was some invisible being right around the Blessed Sacrament and a white light formed around it with bunch of little star-light sparks from all colors. It did after I said I wanted to build a website and dedicate it to the Sacred Heart of Jesus!!!! Yep.


Don't ask me to give away the bible, I have many times and I keep on buying new ones.

Thank you Rob!!

Hugs to you