(June 28, 2016 at 12:17 am)Bella Morte Wrote:(June 28, 2016 at 12:05 am)Ayen Wrote: I am arguing over shapes and numbers. What am I doing with my life?
Living it to the fullest, obviously.
I just accidentally a new belief system over a fucking circle. Of course it's bullshit, assuming your reasoning is behind logic and evidence. But if it isn't then it's just as valid as every single religion that people honestly believe for one reason or another. Over a fucking circle!
I-I think I'm having a real realization here. I think I was mistaken in my old deconverstion thread. While I said the words and abandoned the specific beliefs of Christianity and went to questioning them and not bothering to defend them anymore I still possessed empathy and never felt any of the pain a lot of people say happens during deconversion. I always thought that was odd and dismissed it, but... I think I'm feeling it now. My head hurts, my heart feels heavy, and I want to cry.
All over a fucking circle!