(October 15, 2016 at 12:20 pm)Thumpalumpacus Wrote: That's the thing -- this isn't an urge. I don't want to drink. But I've got my feelings tied into knots a little.
I should probably just chalk it up to a stupid dream and move on.
Worrying about falling off the wagon is probably always in the back of your mind, I'd presume. It stands to reason that you'd have dreams/nightmares about it from time to time.
I'm guessing that if no actual urge is present, it probably would be best not to fixate on it, and move on.
Maybe focus on what's got your feelings tied in knot's instead?
Hell, IDK.
If you feel like talking, I'm around, though.