(August 29, 2016 at 10:37 pm)Nymphadora Wrote: CIJS
I'm tired of not being good enough.
I'm tired of watching people in their little cliques' act as if they are all that and a bag of fucking chips.
I'm tired of always being last on people's list of people they "may" care about.
I'm tired of being an afterthought.
I'm tired of being the one that gets hurt while bad people get away with committing that hurt.
I'm tired of being over looked.
And I'm tired of double standards.
Just take me out in the woods and leave me there because at least the trees might give a shit about me actually being a real person. You know, the kind with feelings. And at least the trees can't say ignorant things about me behind my back and can't make me feel like a failure.
Trees are some of my best friends. They hold me up to the heavens and gently rock me in the wind while simply standing still. They shelter me from the harsh sun while rejoicing in the open light. They give us food in life and material for our house and furnishings in death. They are strong, silent and patient, reaching far above and below the horizontal concerns of Man by simply growing what they are.
People could learn a lot from the Tree.
"Leave it to me to find a way to be,
Consider me a satellite forever orbiting,
I knew the rules but the rules did not know me, guaranteed." - Eddie Vedder
Consider me a satellite forever orbiting,
I knew the rules but the rules did not know me, guaranteed." - Eddie Vedder