Not sure where I should post this
I'm getting drunk now.
I've quit smoking a month ago, then picked it up again two weeks ago or so. This time, I'm quitting for good. How do I know? I just fucking do. I'm not just keeping my word to myself now... --- That may seem random, I just don't know where to post it. It's an addiction like any other. Any smoker knows this. It's insane. It fucks you up in so many ways, it's crazy. Especially if you're constantly trying to quit and you fail at it over and over again.
I hate it that people here dislike me so much. But nobody cares about that. I can't complain. Who gives a shit, right. I'm a monster, apparently. Monsters don't get to complain.
I feel like I've created a virtual self that doesn't conform with my real self. I am not this person everyone seems to think I am. I'm not trying to look tough. I don't want to be mean to anyone. I've just fallen into a habit. It's unfortunate. It doesn't mean that's who I am.
/rant over. Let me drink in peace now.
I'm getting drunk now.
I've quit smoking a month ago, then picked it up again two weeks ago or so. This time, I'm quitting for good. How do I know? I just fucking do. I'm not just keeping my word to myself now... --- That may seem random, I just don't know where to post it. It's an addiction like any other. Any smoker knows this. It's insane. It fucks you up in so many ways, it's crazy. Especially if you're constantly trying to quit and you fail at it over and over again.
I hate it that people here dislike me so much. But nobody cares about that. I can't complain. Who gives a shit, right. I'm a monster, apparently. Monsters don't get to complain.
I feel like I've created a virtual self that doesn't conform with my real self. I am not this person everyone seems to think I am. I'm not trying to look tough. I don't want to be mean to anyone. I've just fallen into a habit. It's unfortunate. It doesn't mean that's who I am.
/rant over. Let me drink in peace now.