This post is about my cat. She peed on the carpet.
I keep threatening to leave and then I always come back.
This can't go on. This should've ended a very long time ago. I'm the biggest sucker on this planet, it feels like.
Oh, the fucking irony. And these people. Jesus Christ. What am I even doing?
I have to get busy and away. Away from this place. Away from you. I am not sorry. You still don't even realize how fucked up what you're doing is. You go ahead and do that to someone like me who doesn't care the world for you and watch how fast they walk out the door.
And I'm not even complaining about all the fucking lies and the completely and utterly destroyed semblance of a reputation that I had, and you, watching it all happen in silence. That's cold. I thought you were better than that. I really did. But that's not it. What it is is what this implies about what you think or feel about me. You agree with them...
I keep threatening to leave and then I always come back.
This can't go on. This should've ended a very long time ago. I'm the biggest sucker on this planet, it feels like.
Oh, the fucking irony. And these people. Jesus Christ. What am I even doing?
I have to get busy and away. Away from this place. Away from you. I am not sorry. You still don't even realize how fucked up what you're doing is. You go ahead and do that to someone like me who doesn't care the world for you and watch how fast they walk out the door.
And I'm not even complaining about all the fucking lies and the completely and utterly destroyed semblance of a reputation that I had, and you, watching it all happen in silence. That's cold. I thought you were better than that. I really did. But that's not it. What it is is what this implies about what you think or feel about me. You agree with them...