RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
September 25, 2017 at 5:06 pm
(This post was last modified: September 25, 2017 at 5:07 pm by Foxaèr.)
(September 25, 2017 at 5:03 pm)Cyberman Wrote: The reality is she would likely be alive if I hadn't changed my mind about her going to her mum's. She would have got over her annoyance and we could have got things sorted out. Dizziness, it turns out, is a side effect of the hormones she was injecting. Regardless, she would not have been on her own the way she was. I wasn't there for her when she needed me the most, like I promised I would be. I swore I would never leave her side. And now we can never be together again. So yeah, I'm having a rare old time. I've never been happier.
You can make yourself insane going over in your mind different choices you could have made in the past.
The reality is that what happened did happen as it did for a reason, no matter how much you want to dwell on the past in detriment to your own mental health.
What I can't stand about psychologists and psychiatrists is that they won't tell you what's on their minds. I don't have that qualm.
You need to get over what happened; it really is that simple. You need to move on, leave the past behind, because I guarantee that Sam would not be happy with how you are wallowing in despair.
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