(September 25, 2017 at 5:21 pm)Cyberman Wrote: I know I can't change it. You can't know what I've tried to do to change it. You'd have me locked up. And yes, there is nothing anyone can do or say to change my mind on this. I was there, you all were not. Sorry, but them's facts. My hell now seems to be what I said in that original post; wherein I'm a spectre amongst normal couples, wishing I could change everything.
You can change, by accepting that you are worth more than the self-pity you drench yourself in. Only through acceptance that you are worth more than the hell you are personally putting yourself through will you come to terms with the reality that your self worth is important.
"Never trust a fox. Looks like a dog, behaves like a cat."
~ Erin Hunter
~ Erin Hunter