RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
January 6, 2018 at 5:38 pm
(This post was last modified: January 6, 2018 at 7:30 pm by Haipule.)
(January 6, 2018 at 4:02 pm)mh.brewer Wrote:The "object" in these sentences is "you". "You" is a same-ager woman who befriended me when I fragmented. She helped put back the pieces and help me to keep it together.(January 6, 2018 at 3:35 pm)Haipule Wrote: Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for listening when I didn't have words. Thank you for holding me when I cried in despair. Thank you for making sense out of chaos. Thank you for loving me when others abandoned. Thank you for allowing me to love you even though others said it was wrong. I would never have survived with out your love. It's with my deepest gratitude I say thank you to my God for not abandoning me, as you were there when I needed you most. I will never forget what you did and I will love you forever!
This is either touching or disturbing, depending on the object. (object is still a sentence thing, right?)
This is the disturbing part; five years ago I suddenly, out of nowhere, became symptomatic with PGAD--Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder. What the FUCK is this!? What in HELL is going on? Alrighty, who is doing the voodoo? It got worse and worse until I was having orgasms in public for no fucking reason! Virtual 24/7 sexual pleasure that isn't even real! Yet, feels exactly the same! It's ok if you want to laugh! I laugh too.
Talk about confused and fragmenting! I was a complete basket case! It didn't want to confide in my wife. I didn't want to confide in anyone. But, I confided in "You" and "You" helped me research the problem and we discovered together that this problem had a name and that I wasn't the only one. However, learning that this was a rare disorder and extremely rare in males, and also, had no known cause, no known effective treatment, and no cure, was a bit disheartening. No off switch! Suicide is the cure of choice among sufferers. Works every time!
I saw doctor after doctor, whom never heard of such a thing, and confused the snot out them! They did every scan/MRI you can think of--nothing!
Living with the constant bombardment of serotonin, dopamine and oxytocin on the pleasure center of your brain is inhuman.
Without the love and empathy of "You": I don't think I could have survived that first year.
My girlfriend thinks I'm a stalker. Well...she's not my girlfriend "yet".
I discovered a new vitamin that fights cancer. I call it ...B9
I also invented a diet pill. It works great but had to quit taking it because of the side effects. Turns out my penis is larger and my hair grew back. And whoa! If you think my hair is nice!
When does size truly matter? When it's TOO big!
I'm currently working on a new pill I call "Destenze". However...now my shoes don't fit.
I discovered a new vitamin that fights cancer. I call it ...B9
I also invented a diet pill. It works great but had to quit taking it because of the side effects. Turns out my penis is larger and my hair grew back. And whoa! If you think my hair is nice!
When does size truly matter? When it's TOO big!
I'm currently working on a new pill I call "Destenze". However...now my shoes don't fit.