RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
January 6, 2018 at 8:04 pm
(This post was last modified: January 6, 2018 at 8:04 pm by brewer.)
(January 6, 2018 at 7:01 pm)Haipule Wrote:(January 6, 2018 at 5:45 pm)mh.brewer Wrote: So then touching. Can you guess what the disturbing "you" object might be???I, being male, realized when I wrote the first post that someone might assume I was referring to a male. Yes, that would be disturbing. I have male friends too that didn't abandoned me. Being around males is actually soothing. Being around females is cranking me up as high as a kite! But, with "You", being a very beautiful same-age single female, at least everything I was feeling made sense. IOW's, it was connected to someone and not willy-nilly.
She confided in me that she fell in love with me at first sight. But, she is a strong Christian woman and would never allow herself to cross that line seeing that I am married. In fact, if I would have crossed that line, she would loose all respect for me. So we made a pact that if one of us was weak, the other must be strong.
Friendship between a man and a woman is not impossible but it is difficult because of the sexual tension. I feel that that tension made us both cry at times. She once said to me, "You would be the funnest man in the world to torcher!" Yes, we both became very weak at times but managed to be as strong as was necessary.
Even though, to me, she is "uneaten bread and unlived days", we never violated that line in the sand but it was not easy. She has remained a great friend and I'll never forget how much her love means to me. Yet, I also realize she made selfless sacrifices for my wellbeing.
I know you're a POE, are you being intentionally dense? Think man, think!
I don't have an anger problem, I have an idiot problem.