(January 6, 2018 at 9:56 pm)Catholic_Lady Wrote: Thank you. I guess the thing is that if he had married someone else he wouldn't be going through this, because it's happening because of me. He deserves better than this.
If he had married someone else, he wouldn’t have you. Look, I’m not a love expert, but I have an idea of how it feels to want nothing else than to hold someone, but you can’t. I would have given anything to have them with me, to hold them, to talk with them, to tell them how I felt to their face and fuck everything else. If I had the chance, I would have taken it. No matter the consequences. Even if it meant sacrificing other things that could be nice, but not sufficient. When you feel that way about someone, you choose them knowingly. You know what it means and you’re fine with it, because damn! Not having them is worse! Not having them makes everything else vapid. Tasteless. Just meaningless. Yeah, you can find someone else, but you don’t want them. They’re never good enough, because that person you want is sitting over there and you can’t stop needing to hold them. Fuck, CL. He loves you. You’re everything to him. That’s what matters. You need to know your worth and understand that all the extra things are insignificant when they compare to not having you. I hope you can accept that one day and love yourself much more, too.
Sorry for being nosey. I just felt sad with your post.
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