Anyone like my christian forum/swtor video?

[leodeo]

I got banned from christian forums after being a member for 5 years. i didn't say anything mean to anyone, but started asking people about their beliefs in heaven and told them about my angel beliefs, which the mods didn't like on top of that i have mental illness from my time in the military, i got brain damage and i get really depressed and suicidal easily and have a hard time controlling my emotions, so i made a post that was pretty ragey talking bout how god didn't help me and i want to kill myself= banished! most the people in the video are people i didn't get along with at all!! but the worst, the chaplains, they have a chap section and they tell gay teens that they are going to hell, and its just awful

one thing that helps me cope with emotions is writing poetry, making videos, songs, etc.

i spent the day making this video and got some PVP footage from star wars the old republic...what do you think?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nfz1Zhk1wC0

[freedomfromforum]

So let me see if I have this right. You told Christians that you were suicidal, and you got banned for that? Sounds about right for Christians.

[leodeo]

So let me see if I have this right. You told Christians that you were suicidal, and you got banned for that? Sounds about right for Christians.

well its a recent rule cuz several people were making threats in the depression/mental recovery section, and it raises a panic because the staff can't rellly do much about it, and i think its a liability issue. they take the threats really seriously. And i did break a lot of "christian rules' by saying "god damn my life, he never helped me - i have no reason to live and no hope...christinaity is a false hope..." etc...so yeah not too surpirsed i'm banned in retrospect lol...o well i like it here more