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What the fuck even is my life
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I had a girlfriend who loved me so much, and I treated her like shit, I made her cry so many times, and she was willing to sleep with me tons of times, she never cheated on me, but I abandoned her in pursuit of another girl who was not my type, this other girl was smart and attractive, but not the right girl for me, now the only female in my life is a dachshund, and I love my dachshund very much, but I still wish I had a human female by my side.
"Imagination, life is your creation"
Sounds like a life not worth living.
 (August 26, 2023 at 2:06 am)Ahriman Wrote: I had a girlfriend who loved me so much, and I treated her like shit, I made her cry so many times, and she was willing to sleep with me tons of times, she never cheated on me, but I abandoned her in pursuit of another girl who was not my type, this other girl was smart and attractive, but not the right girl for me, now the only female in my life is a dachshund, and I love my dachshund very much, but I still wish I had a human female by my side. How old are you? I made big mistakes when I was young. Sometimes I wake up at night and think about how stupid I was. But it was a while ago, and I've had time to do some less stupid things since then. Do you think you can try again? 
I hope to Hell you're not fucking the dachshund.
Comparing the Universal Oneness of All Life to Yo Mama since 2010.
![[Image: harmlesskitchen.png]](https://i.postimg.cc/yxR97P23/harmlesskitchen.png) I was born with the gift of laughter and a sense the world is mad. (August 26, 2023 at 3:06 am)Belacqua Wrote:(August 26, 2023 at 2:06 am)Ahriman Wrote: I had a girlfriend who loved me so much, and I treated her like shit, I made her cry so many times, and she was willing to sleep with me tons of times, she never cheated on me, but I abandoned her in pursuit of another girl who was not my type, this other girl was smart and attractive, but not the right girl for me, now the only female in my life is a dachshund, and I love my dachshund very much, but I still wish I had a human female by my side. Maybe, I don't really care. I'm done trying to have relationships with people, they can't act right. There's no point in interacting with them beyond what's necessary.
"Imagination, life is your creation"
 (August 26, 2023 at 2:06 am)Ahriman Wrote: I had a girlfriend who loved me so much, and I treated her like shit, I made her cry so many times, and she was willing to sleep with me tons of times, she never cheated on me, but I abandoned her in pursuit of another girl who was not my type, this other girl was smart and attractive, but not the right girl for me, now the only female in my life is a dachshund, and I love my dachshund very much, but I still wish I had a human female by my side. Sounds like you - literally - fucked around and found out. Boru
‘But it does me no injury for my neighbour to say there are twenty gods or no gods. It neither picks my pocket nor breaks my leg.’ - Thomas Jefferson
(August 26, 2023 at 4:13 am)BrianSoddingBoru4 Wrote:(August 26, 2023 at 2:06 am)Ahriman Wrote: I had a girlfriend who loved me so much, and I treated her like shit, I made her cry so many times, and she was willing to sleep with me tons of times, she never cheated on me, but I abandoned her in pursuit of another girl who was not my type, this other girl was smart and attractive, but not the right girl for me, now the only female in my life is a dachshund, and I love my dachshund very much, but I still wish I had a human female by my side. I really did. I pay for it every day. But I have to wonder if this continual "paying for it" is justified, I mean, was it really that severe?
"Imagination, life is your creation"
Enough time will likely change things. Life is messy.
(August 26, 2023 at 4:24 am)Ahriman Wrote: I really did. I pay for it every day. But I have to wonder if this continual "paying for it" is justified, I mean, was it really that severe? You're the one torturing you though, right? I mean you're the one making yourself pay. I'd rather feel guilty for what I'd done than be someone with no conscience. Nobody here knows enough to give you good advice, but I hope that time will lessen the pain. (August 26, 2023 at 4:59 am)Belacqua Wrote:(August 26, 2023 at 4:24 am)Ahriman Wrote: I really did. I pay for it every day. But I have to wonder if this continual "paying for it" is justified, I mean, was it really that severe? Well I don't have a conscience and I still feel guilty. I know that doesn't make sense. It's like I feel guilty for not having a conscience.
"Imagination, life is your creation"
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