Quote: Im 18. Im in 12th grade now. I have problems, like disorder maybe if thats the correct word to use.
The term you are groping for is that you are fucking nuts.
Why are you such an insecure little shit? Can't you envision not having an invisible sky-daddy looking out for you? Most children give up having invisible friends by the time they are 4 or 5. Why do you cling to yours?