Okay, so the title was a bit of a dramatization. 
Most people don't hate me. I don't think. . . :/
To business. . . I've noticed that no matter how nice/brave/supportive/funny I am when talking to people via Emails, forums, and in person, people just tend to not answer anything I send or say and just kind of ignore me. Even when I'm getting along really well with someone, all of a sudden they'll just stop talking to me. I assume I must be doing something wrong, but I lack the perspective to figure out what.
It's been like that for pretty much my entire life. Both online and face to face, people just really don't consider me a friend or boyfriend or anything. People have said that I'm nice, that I'm polite, that I'm a good friend, that they enjoy being around me. But their actions don't reflect that. I'm quite used to it at this point, so I'm not going to get all emotional about it. What I'm wondering is this:
In the time I've been here on this forum, has anything about me just randomly struck you as odd? Do I seem unusual? Granted, I haven't been greatly active on this forum, but maybe I can still learn something from asking this. I really just want to know what it is about me that makes people not care.
Most people don't hate me. I don't think. . . :/To business. . . I've noticed that no matter how nice/brave/supportive/funny I am when talking to people via Emails, forums, and in person, people just tend to not answer anything I send or say and just kind of ignore me. Even when I'm getting along really well with someone, all of a sudden they'll just stop talking to me. I assume I must be doing something wrong, but I lack the perspective to figure out what.
It's been like that for pretty much my entire life. Both online and face to face, people just really don't consider me a friend or boyfriend or anything. People have said that I'm nice, that I'm polite, that I'm a good friend, that they enjoy being around me. But their actions don't reflect that. I'm quite used to it at this point, so I'm not going to get all emotional about it. What I'm wondering is this:
In the time I've been here on this forum, has anything about me just randomly struck you as odd? Do I seem unusual? Granted, I haven't been greatly active on this forum, but maybe I can still learn something from asking this. I really just want to know what it is about me that makes people not care.
What falls away is always, and is near.
Also, I am not pretending to be female, this profile picture is my wonderful girlfriend. XD
