Welcome aboard.
First up, don't worry, your English is fine (better than many native speakers, in fact).
I know it's difficult to live a lie, especially for atheists in a religiously dominated culture, but in your instance I would suggest keeping quiet about it, at least initially.
Bring up atheists with your parents, without saying that you are one, and see their reaction. That will give you some indication of how they will react.
I know there's a growing number of atheists quietly living within Saudi, and indeed, Muslim society (if the reports I've read are correct), but when the country indentifies atheists as "terrorists" it might be prudent to remain silent for the time, until there's a cultural shift - and indications are there's such a shift slowly going on behind the scenes in the Muslim world - at least I hope so.
First up, don't worry, your English is fine (better than many native speakers, in fact).
I know it's difficult to live a lie, especially for atheists in a religiously dominated culture, but in your instance I would suggest keeping quiet about it, at least initially.
Bring up atheists with your parents, without saying that you are one, and see their reaction. That will give you some indication of how they will react.
I know there's a growing number of atheists quietly living within Saudi, and indeed, Muslim society (if the reports I've read are correct), but when the country indentifies atheists as "terrorists" it might be prudent to remain silent for the time, until there's a cultural shift - and indications are there's such a shift slowly going on behind the scenes in the Muslim world - at least I hope so.
Dying to live, living to die.
