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Feeling pretty gutted
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Feeling pretty gutted
Just had a huge argument with my sister.

I won't go into the details.

I'm just completely gutted, I am despondent, and I was willing to dialogue,
I was prepared to be diplomatic, let stuff go, meet in the middle,

instead she just shut me down completely;

She knows she's been a total shit to me, and she doesn't want to be confronted with it.

but she's trying to make it out that I don't deserve to be listened-to
because she maintains that everything that I say is just twisted bullshit;
she assumes and asserts that nothing I could ever say
could ever have any validity at all....

that she is always going to be right,
and I am always going to be wrong. 

Verdict without a case even being presented.

What hurts is how hard I've tried to earn respect, through actions and not words,
and she tells me I don't deserve even a minimal level of consideration.


I'm really really shattered.  I'm crushed.

She knows she is being unjust; she knows it.

She knows it is killing me.

She doesn't care.


It kills me that my sister wants to convince me that I am so worthless.

I am just so appalled at her total lack of conscience and integrity.

I couldn't sleep at night if I'd treated anyone the way she has treated me.

Aside from her insecurity,
I really have no idea what I did to make her hate me so much.

Look, I'm an adult, I don't expect life to be fair,
and I don't really want to end my life
over what is really just a stupid fight with a dumb bitch whose opinion ultimately counts for nothing

but it's just a case of how much it hurts to be excised, unjustly, from your own family
after you've sacrificed so much for them,

and being told again and again that it's your fault
and you don't deserve respect.

I'm sorry to air this dirty laundry, and I know it's not really appropriate

I'm just genuinely, totally shattered.
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Messages In This Thread
Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 12, 2015 at 5:36 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by The Valkyrie - October 12, 2015 at 5:46 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Ravenshire - October 12, 2015 at 11:01 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by brewer - October 12, 2015 at 5:48 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by downbeatplumb - October 12, 2015 at 5:49 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Minimalist - October 12, 2015 at 7:08 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 12, 2015 at 7:47 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Violet - October 13, 2015 at 1:14 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 11:32 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Violet - October 14, 2015 at 12:58 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 5:11 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by ignoramus - October 12, 2015 at 7:56 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by TheRocketSurgeon - October 12, 2015 at 8:01 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 12, 2015 at 8:33 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Jackalope - October 12, 2015 at 8:14 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 12, 2015 at 8:33 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Minimalist - October 12, 2015 at 9:48 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by brewer - October 12, 2015 at 10:11 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 12, 2015 at 10:46 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 13, 2015 at 5:11 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 11:47 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Alex K - October 13, 2015 at 5:21 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 11:31 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 11:28 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Minimalist - October 13, 2015 at 11:40 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 11:48 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Whateverist - October 13, 2015 at 11:56 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 13, 2015 at 1:14 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Pyrrho - October 13, 2015 at 3:42 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Alex K - October 13, 2015 at 4:16 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by brewer - October 13, 2015 at 4:30 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Alex K - October 13, 2015 at 4:45 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 8:36 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 13, 2015 at 9:58 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Foxaèr - October 14, 2015 at 1:01 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 4:59 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 15, 2015 at 3:39 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 14, 2015 at 1:07 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Reforged - October 14, 2015 at 5:30 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 5:57 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 6:09 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by ignoramus - October 14, 2015 at 6:54 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 1:57 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 2:13 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 14, 2015 at 2:28 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 2:32 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 14, 2015 at 2:35 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 2:36 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 14, 2015 at 2:37 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 2:38 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Grandizer - October 15, 2015 at 8:48 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 11:15 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 15, 2015 at 12:17 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 2:05 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 15, 2015 at 2:52 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 3:10 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 14, 2015 at 2:41 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 3:03 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Lemonvariable72 - October 14, 2015 at 2:45 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 3:07 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Lemonvariable72 - October 14, 2015 at 3:18 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 3:27 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by TheRocketSurgeon - October 14, 2015 at 3:10 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Kitty Galore - October 14, 2015 at 3:18 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 3:21 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by TheRocketSurgeon - October 14, 2015 at 3:51 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 4:09 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Grandizer - October 15, 2015 at 8:59 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 11:17 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 14, 2015 at 4:22 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by ignoramus - October 15, 2015 at 7:28 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 15, 2015 at 7:31 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by brewer - October 15, 2015 at 12:43 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 2:34 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by brewer - October 15, 2015 at 2:37 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 2:40 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 15, 2015 at 12:50 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 2:48 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by brewer - October 15, 2015 at 2:43 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 4:10 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 15, 2015 at 5:46 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 15, 2015 at 6:04 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 15, 2015 at 6:16 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 15, 2015 at 6:55 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by John V - October 16, 2015 at 8:06 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 15, 2015 at 7:39 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 15, 2015 at 7:50 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Pyrrho - October 16, 2015 at 11:25 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 16, 2015 at 11:52 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 15, 2015 at 8:19 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 16, 2015 at 3:24 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 11:40 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 16, 2015 at 12:37 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 1:51 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 16, 2015 at 7:41 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 16, 2015 at 8:10 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by rexbeccarox - October 16, 2015 at 8:10 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by ignoramus - October 16, 2015 at 8:47 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 16, 2015 at 10:07 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 1:43 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 16, 2015 at 3:32 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 3:58 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Edwardo Piet - October 16, 2015 at 10:09 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 16, 2015 at 10:36 am
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 16, 2015 at 1:38 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 1:44 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 16, 2015 at 1:45 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 1:48 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Alex K - October 16, 2015 at 4:08 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 4:28 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by Rhondazvous - October 16, 2015 at 4:45 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 16, 2015 at 5:34 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 17, 2015 at 7:27 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by robvalue - October 17, 2015 at 10:41 pm
RE: Feeling pretty gutted - by MTL - October 17, 2015 at 11:21 pm

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