''BELIEVE ME or NOT"
No Atheist is/was/will go through as I’m. I will make it very short. i live in a small village in India, where my society can never believe atheist people ever existed in this world. They think everyone in this world has religion it may be different faith but cannot accept someone without faith to god. Ever since I express my feelings that I don't believe in any god they started treating me as aliens surprising them and they still think I'm the only one person in this world without faith in god. It has reached that I have become their evil luck in their ideology, for example if he/she meet me in the morning he/her day will be ruined with bad day. She/he will shout at me for bringing ill fate to his day. It’s hard to believe this is completely absurd & nonsense but everyone around me is concern with it. Internet is the only source of communication with the world for me. I spent almost 24hrs in my room browsing. Even my parents who had nurtured me turn away from me. I have long battle to fight & will fly high one day. I wanted to join your organization since long back but financial crisis is holding me back. I have no way to contribute a membership fee. in my circumstances earning money has become very hard as they will turn me away, sometimes i do thought of giving up my life. many of you may recommend why not i go to somewhere else & live happily, but that's not my way. i will die promoting atheism here,if needed no matter how hard it will take, i'm ready to face all the hurdles. i have manage to influenced few but they are not ready publicly because my suffering & struggling with earning money is a threatening them. Thank you for reading. With kind regards. Please don't take me as a pity because I like battle. i'n not well educated, therefore consider my post if its not good enough. i know nothing, but the truth & this is the truth.
No Atheist is/was/will go through as I’m. I will make it very short. i live in a small village in India, where my society can never believe atheist people ever existed in this world. They think everyone in this world has religion it may be different faith but cannot accept someone without faith to god. Ever since I express my feelings that I don't believe in any god they started treating me as aliens surprising them and they still think I'm the only one person in this world without faith in god. It has reached that I have become their evil luck in their ideology, for example if he/she meet me in the morning he/her day will be ruined with bad day. She/he will shout at me for bringing ill fate to his day. It’s hard to believe this is completely absurd & nonsense but everyone around me is concern with it. Internet is the only source of communication with the world for me. I spent almost 24hrs in my room browsing. Even my parents who had nurtured me turn away from me. I have long battle to fight & will fly high one day. I wanted to join your organization since long back but financial crisis is holding me back. I have no way to contribute a membership fee. in my circumstances earning money has become very hard as they will turn me away, sometimes i do thought of giving up my life. many of you may recommend why not i go to somewhere else & live happily, but that's not my way. i will die promoting atheism here,if needed no matter how hard it will take, i'm ready to face all the hurdles. i have manage to influenced few but they are not ready publicly because my suffering & struggling with earning money is a threatening them. Thank you for reading. With kind regards. Please don't take me as a pity because I like battle. i'n not well educated, therefore consider my post if its not good enough. i know nothing, but the truth & this is the truth.
