for me, aside from how almost everybody was a condescending douche - it just pisses me off how god knows how messed up the world is, and does absolutely nothing, but we're still supposed to love him and have faith that things will be better after we die...but the times good things happen, he gets all the credit like wth? so is free will a switch that he turns on and off??
i'm better off believing ill get a super hot girlfriend after i die, at least then i don't get pissed that she doesn't do anything to help me now, because i can still fap to her, and it's not part of the terms that she can help me now and is choosing not to, and even if she isn't real and i just die and stop existing, i wont be disappointed and i'll still get some mushy feelings and good faps, but christianity was nothing but disappointment day after day :/
i'm better off believing ill get a super hot girlfriend after i die, at least then i don't get pissed that she doesn't do anything to help me now, because i can still fap to her, and it's not part of the terms that she can help me now and is choosing not to, and even if she isn't real and i just die and stop existing, i wont be disappointed and i'll still get some mushy feelings and good faps, but christianity was nothing but disappointment day after day :/