Putting myself out there. . .
April 15, 2019 at 11:39 am
(This post was last modified: April 15, 2019 at 11:48 am by bennyboy.)
Hi, guys. I've been talking about anxiety, fear of completion and so on in other threads; I think some of my antisocial or other negative behaviors are connected to deep insecurity and frustrations from not finishing tasks. My goal in this thread is to put some of my stuff "out there"-- to feel that whatever people think, at least I finished the process to the end by sharing things. I might have posted some of them before, I can't remember.
Anyway, here goes nothing. I hope at least some of it isn't too bad. Sorry about the giant windows, I don't know how to set their size.
Some heavy metal-ish early stuff:
I tried writing classical (it picks up in the last half):
Some dance music (the flute part was supposed to be vocals by a friend, but we never got around to it). This one can never be finished, because I lost the original files in a hard-drive meltdown.
Jazz. This one shows my weakness as a pianist, but I tried to get a bit of tenderness out of the melody.
Anyway, here goes nothing. I hope at least some of it isn't too bad. Sorry about the giant windows, I don't know how to set their size.
Some heavy metal-ish early stuff:
I tried writing classical (it picks up in the last half):
Some dance music (the flute part was supposed to be vocals by a friend, but we never got around to it). This one can never be finished, because I lost the original files in a hard-drive meltdown.
Jazz. This one shows my weakness as a pianist, but I tried to get a bit of tenderness out of the melody.
