[Serious] Rational reason for ending my life.

[Nay_Sayer]

Firstly want to say thank you for sharing your situation and how you are feeling.

I have struggled with depression and anxiety since I was 13. In 2020 like a lot of people reached a breaking point, finding the motivation to keep going grew harder and harder to the point I started planning out how I would end my life. Thankfully I thought better of it, I was able to focus on a few of the things and people I still cared about to pull me through. I can't pretend to know exactly how you are feeling nor would I use the "It gets better" line. What I can say is there are people who will listen to you and can help. If this thread is any indicator there are people who do care about your well-being even if that doesn't feel like the case.

Goosebump I earnestly hope you use one of the resources arewethereyet has given and wish you nothing but the best.