(December 19, 2016 at 6:37 am)Aroura Wrote: I'm done again. I'm in the middle of a mafia game and I don't want to eff it up more for LP, so I'll do my best to play that out, but otherwise I'm done.
I cannot interact on social media, it's still too much. If I open myself up at all, then I end up having my words in someone's sig, taken out of context, or being called a crybaby. I'm thin skinned, something I'm very aware of. I have no RL outlets, and online ones are a mixed bag at best, opening up to the worst of humanity if you want to seek the best. I don't keep friends well because of my anxiety, and my anxiety cannot handle the cruelty of people right now. I'm literally unable to sleep because I feel I singled myself out. I'm soooo stupid, what was I thinking?
I'm tired of seeing the worst of people right now. It's Christmas, aren't people supposed to be nicer this time of Year? Lol. Seems the opposite is true.
I just think it's best if I cut myself off entirely. I'll answer pms until the mafia game is over, then I need to make a real effort to stop interacting with people online for a while. I'm sorry. People can be real jerks, including me.
Ps, someone please pm me the Christmas video when it is posted. I'd still like to see it.
Don't go.... stay... we want you playing mafia forever and ever and ever!