(November 29, 2015 at 2:58 pm)The_Empress Wrote: I feel pretty much the same way I've constantly and consistently felt for the past seven months: like a piece of shit who has no idea how to live like a "normal" person, whatever that means, and with few tools to figure it out.
I feel like that too overall, it's a general mood and image that hasn't gone away yet. I feel very undesirable and unloved and useless however unjustified that may be. I can totally relate to not feeling like I can live like a normal person... I've still never lived independently yet, I've lived with my family, and then my ex-gf's family and now with my ex-gf. I want my own life and I feel like a loser and a freak.
Although on top of that, outside of that, I'm feeling a lot better lately... apart from today I'm pretty low today, mood still dropping.
I've still felt a lot better since early October when I come back here... but I still have a depressive side to me underneath - at least until I get my life fixed.