(January 8, 2016 at 2:33 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote: As for my own feelings, alright. I went to my first 12-step meeting tonight, and came away with a positive feeling. Working towards sobriety is goddamned hard, and I'm glad to get help from people who accept me as I am.
As for the problems I'm having with my girl, I've come to understand that hope is a luxury I cannot afford, so every time it crops up I take it out to the back yard and put a bullet in its head. That way I will be prepared for any eventuality.
Stay strong, my friend. I know it's hard. When you get through you'll be the better for it.
Dying to live, living to die.