RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Now?
January 8, 2016 at 3:08 am
(This post was last modified: January 8, 2016 at 3:08 am by Thumpalumpacus.)
(January 8, 2016 at 2:38 am)Beccs Wrote:(January 8, 2016 at 2:33 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote: As for my own feelings, alright. I went to my first 12-step meeting tonight, and came away with a positive feeling. Working towards sobriety is goddamned hard, and I'm glad to get help from people who accept me as I am.
As for the problems I'm having with my girl, I've come to understand that hope is a luxury I cannot afford, so every time it crops up I take it out to the back yard and put a bullet in its head. That way I will be prepared for any eventuality.
Stay strong, my friend. I know it's hard. When you get through you'll be the better for it.
Where positive thrust fails, grim determination must forge ahead. But I'm not looking at getting through it at all. I need to learn to live in the moment again.
Thanks for your encouraging words, sweetie.