(April 12, 2016 at 3:35 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote:(April 12, 2016 at 3:24 am)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: Anxious.
Not in an "oh my god where is my ativan" kind of way but more in a healthy response to stress kind of way.
I consider that to be a vast improvement.
I don't know that I understand anxiety like you do; I've only experienced it in quitting drinking, which is one effect of addiction withdrawal and not a chronic thing, which I think is more the case with you? So any words I write here on out are necessarily of limited use --
-- but I found that working with my hands, cleaning house, woodwork, that sort of thing, get me Zen, outside my own head where I'm not thinking about what Person X thinks of my idea Y.
I could never quit drinking. It's the only thing that lets me feel sane.
Nay_Sayer: “Nothing is impossible if you dream big enough, or in this case, nothing is impossible if you use a barrel of KY Jelly and a miniature horse.”
Wiser words were never spoken.
Wiser words were never spoken.