Had a rough 3-4 days because of depression. I'm feeling mostly better now (it wasn't as intense as the last time when I poured my heart out on here), but I also have this feeling in the back of my mind that I could slip back into it easily. I've never had this kind of weary, be-on-guard feeling after coming out of it before. Usually the ups and downs are both fast, like a toggle switch. This time the down was fast like always, but the up was slower and took more effort. And, again, I have that underlying weariness. It's a bit concerning because it's not quite like my previous patterns.
"I was thirsty for everything, but blood wasn't my style" - Live, "Voodoo Lady"