(June 28, 2016 at 10:48 am)robvalue Wrote: Feeling thoroughly miserable. Nothing I do can cheer me up. I don't want to do anything, and I don't have the energy to anyway. I just have to grit my teeth and get through it, and hope the effect of these tablets starts to wear off tomorrow. And then hope underlying depression doesn't jump right in to take its place. It's only the people who love me that keep me going, and the effect it would have on them if I was not here. Otherwise I don't think I would.
Emma's off again tomorrow for another trip, I am very happy for her, but I'm going to miss her so much.
I feel weak, pathetic, useless and not worthy of anyone's time or attention. Over the last year or so I've felt fairly strong, like I have an outer shell that can withstand some punishment, even if my insides are hurting. Right now I feel thoroughly exposed.
Shit, Rob.
I really hope you know how awesome you are. You are kind, funny, ridiculously smart, and fantastically creative.
Your presence on these boards makes them so much better. You will get through this, your brain is temporarily being an asswipe.
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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