RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
June 29, 2016 at 1:17 am
(This post was last modified: June 29, 2016 at 1:19 am by robvalue.)
Thank you all very much my wonderful friends, waking up to these messages means a lot to me
I know this isn't the "real me", and that I am being way too hard on myself. I know I'm trying my best, and that people who love me understand that. Depression shatters my self esteem and makes me turn all blame inward. Even when I "know" it is lying to me, it's really hard not to believe it anyway, due to the huge emotional grip it has over me. I worry I am hurting and losing my friends, that I'm screwing everything up for everyone
I really appreciate all the kind words Emma was an angel looking after me yesterday, and my wonderful bestie is being very understanding of my temporary insanity here. I didn't take the pill last night, so I'm hoping today will be at least a slight improvement. I didn't wake up with pins and needles in my arms, nor the feeling of dread in my chest, which I've had for about 4 days straight. So that's a good start. It's too early to say what my mood is like.
Emma is off again today... bad timing, but I'd never expect her to sacrifice her trip for my sake. I'll manage. Having you all here for me makes a massive difference, thank you
I know this isn't the "real me", and that I am being way too hard on myself. I know I'm trying my best, and that people who love me understand that. Depression shatters my self esteem and makes me turn all blame inward. Even when I "know" it is lying to me, it's really hard not to believe it anyway, due to the huge emotional grip it has over me. I worry I am hurting and losing my friends, that I'm screwing everything up for everyone
I really appreciate all the kind words Emma was an angel looking after me yesterday, and my wonderful bestie is being very understanding of my temporary insanity here. I didn't take the pill last night, so I'm hoping today will be at least a slight improvement. I didn't wake up with pins and needles in my arms, nor the feeling of dread in my chest, which I've had for about 4 days straight. So that's a good start. It's too early to say what my mood is like.
Emma is off again today... bad timing, but I'd never expect her to sacrifice her trip for my sake. I'll manage. Having you all here for me makes a massive difference, thank you
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