RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
July 10, 2016 at 5:58 am
(This post was last modified: July 10, 2016 at 6:01 am by Regina.)
Brother is driving me fucking crazy.
He's had his headphones "stolen", which probably just means he's lost them. So what does he do? Go buy a new pair? Fuck no, that involves getting a job and making some money.
He's going to take mine I literally just paid for and refuse to give them back so he doesn't have to "go without". Why the fuck am I paying for his inability to hold onto anything he owns?
I need him to get it the fuck together for an 18 year old grown man almost. When we have Mom's boyfriend in our house slagging him off for being "lazy" (hypocritically, because like I said yesterday this boyfriend is lazy as fuck himself), I want to disagree with him. I want to make it easy for Mom to see us as more trustworthy than him. But my brother just isn't fucking helping himself and I'm getting sick of him and his self-indulgent "anxiety", and complete lack of willingness to improve.
And that's another thing, it was "anxiety" when he didn't want to walk across a hotel cafeteria on his own to get some food in Malta, but here in our home city he can (alone) go jump on any bus and ride around the West Midlands to go see his friends. Full of shit.
Fuck my dysfunctional family. I want to leave and speak to none of them again apart from Mom.
He's had his headphones "stolen", which probably just means he's lost them. So what does he do? Go buy a new pair? Fuck no, that involves getting a job and making some money.
He's going to take mine I literally just paid for and refuse to give them back so he doesn't have to "go without". Why the fuck am I paying for his inability to hold onto anything he owns?
I need him to get it the fuck together for an 18 year old grown man almost. When we have Mom's boyfriend in our house slagging him off for being "lazy" (hypocritically, because like I said yesterday this boyfriend is lazy as fuck himself), I want to disagree with him. I want to make it easy for Mom to see us as more trustworthy than him. But my brother just isn't fucking helping himself and I'm getting sick of him and his self-indulgent "anxiety", and complete lack of willingness to improve.
And that's another thing, it was "anxiety" when he didn't want to walk across a hotel cafeteria on his own to get some food in Malta, but here in our home city he can (alone) go jump on any bus and ride around the West Midlands to go see his friends. Full of shit.
Fuck my dysfunctional family. I want to leave and speak to none of them again apart from Mom.
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"Ironically like the nativist far-Right, which despises multiculturalism, but benefits from its ideas of difference to scapegoat the other and to promote its own white identity politics; these postmodernists, leftists, feminists and liberals also use multiculturalism, to side with the oppressor, by demanding respect and tolerance for oppression characterised as 'difference', no matter how intolerable." - Maryam Namazie
"Ironically like the nativist far-Right, which despises multiculturalism, but benefits from its ideas of difference to scapegoat the other and to promote its own white identity politics; these postmodernists, leftists, feminists and liberals also use multiculturalism, to side with the oppressor, by demanding respect and tolerance for oppression characterised as 'difference', no matter how intolerable." - Maryam Namazie