(July 25, 2016 at 4:54 pm)Yeauxleaux Wrote:(July 25, 2016 at 4:48 pm)Thena323 Wrote: Did I miss something? What's got you creeped?
Had a nasty thought about someone who has really fucked my life up last week, and I found out today it's actually happening.
The thought went along the lines of "they're the type of person I wouldn't give a shit if they got cancer". It was a disgusting low point of mine and I did regret thinking it after.
Just... very creeped that it happens literally right after I thought that though.
I'm pretty sure your thinking it had nothing to do with it, so if you don't regret thinking the same about healthy people there's nothing special about it. These thoughts are bad, understandably, but at the same time people have them all the time. I guess what I'm saying is there's no reason to beat yourself up about it, it's just an unhappy coincidence, is all. You can't control what you think about someone. You can only control your actions, in a sense.