Can I just say, and I'm not talking to anyone in particular, and I hate having to imagine any of people's posts here are directed at other members, so I'll just pretend none are, including mine...
What was I saying? Oh, yes. People are fucking crazy to me. And I don't mean that in a bad way, it just makes me very very sad not to be able to connect with anyone at a meaningful level. I'm lonely enough as it is. I'm always lonely. Very few understand this kind of loneliness. You can't complain, not really. No one will understand you. Ever. This is something other people feel too, I'm sure, but its in their own way and not something you can talk about freely. It's like this incredible barrier that no word or even feeling can ever surpass. I'm sick and tired of it.
What was I saying? Oh, yes. People are fucking crazy to me. And I don't mean that in a bad way, it just makes me very very sad not to be able to connect with anyone at a meaningful level. I'm lonely enough as it is. I'm always lonely. Very few understand this kind of loneliness. You can't complain, not really. No one will understand you. Ever. This is something other people feel too, I'm sure, but its in their own way and not something you can talk about freely. It's like this incredible barrier that no word or even feeling can ever surpass. I'm sick and tired of it.