RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
September 7, 2016 at 2:04 am
(This post was last modified: September 7, 2016 at 2:05 am by Edwardo Piet.)
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Fear of abandonment as you know and as I have said: is my second biggest fear. My biggest fear was drifting apart. But now I'm starting to think that my fear of drifting apart was completely irrational and if I wasn't so afraid of it it would have never happened. Now my biggest fear is getting too close because I think that's how drifting apart happens. But closeness is also ultimately my biggest desire. So I think I just need to lose all these fears and be me.
Who knows, perhaps distance can bring closeness and closeness can bring distance. I think it's all about health and balance. Ultimately friends are close because of who they are.... and who they are deep down-- not who they become when they've lost the balance.
This is about as close to poetry as I get. I hope someone out there appreciates it
Fear of abandonment as you know and as I have said: is my second biggest fear. My biggest fear was drifting apart. But now I'm starting to think that my fear of drifting apart was completely irrational and if I wasn't so afraid of it it would have never happened. Now my biggest fear is getting too close because I think that's how drifting apart happens. But closeness is also ultimately my biggest desire. So I think I just need to lose all these fears and be me.
Who knows, perhaps distance can bring closeness and closeness can bring distance. I think it's all about health and balance. Ultimately friends are close because of who they are.... and who they are deep down-- not who they become when they've lost the balance.
This is about as close to poetry as I get. I hope someone out there appreciates it