(September 7, 2016 at 11:57 am)robvalue Wrote: CIJSAIJBH: I feel totally and utterly ashamed of myself. I'm so sorry. I hate myself right now and it will take me a while to process what I did. I regret it completely. You are a very, very kind person to forgive me. I am so relieved you are willing to wipe the slate clean as if it never happened. Because it should never have happened. It wasn't me. It was a scary, alternate, unbalanced version of me.
It did give me a strange kind of insight which I'll share below.
Not sure what this is about, Rob...but don't beat yourself up too much okay? Even the most rational and reasonable of us can get clouded up sometimes. It happens. Our fallibility is part of our humanity. We will always fuck up. The important thing is that you recognized it and its consequences, and that you can move forward in a productive and meaningful way. You short yourself SO much credit. I'm sure everything will be okay. Lots of love. [emoji8]
Nay_Sayer: “Nothing is impossible if you dream big enough, or in this case, nothing is impossible if you use a barrel of KY Jelly and a miniature horse.”
Wiser words were never spoken.
Wiser words were never spoken.